Once the title credit flashed across the screen and I realized the horror show this episode was inflicting on my emotional stability was finally over. I could breathe again!

First things first let us all HIGH FIVE one another that Elena is FINALLY a vampire! This means that even though Klaus is alive, his desire for an army of hybrids is also kaput! (they did recover the blood bags her took from her right?) Also any leverage he had over them kind of comes to an end. I can’t wait to see who the next enemy is going to be. Now we know for sure Klaus is their bloodline, so he can’t die or our whole cast dies. (Also who’s blood turned Elena??? Damon???)

Omg I am feeling so many things at once and i’m sure this is going to be a mess of incoherency but all of it… WOW!

Bonnie: Didn’t hate her this episode. Possibly because she was barely present, but also because flashbacks made me remember I liked her before she went all “I hate all vampires” and then she saved Klaus so brownie points. I think though, the way she was talking about not letting anyone control her anymore. Well I liked her for that instant and I hope that they bring back a character next season that is less easy to hate! :]]

Tyler: Omg I cried when Klaus got dagger-ed I felt totally lost when I realized that I wasn’t going to see Joseph Morgan on the show next season, but it wasn’t until Caroline showed up on screen that I turned to my sister and said “Omg Tyler” and then a full on sob fest ensued where I realized both of my babies were gone. It was utterly heartbreaking. Until I was given my battered heart back… 

Matt/Jeremy: I wanted to high five Matt when he drugged her! I was like FINALLY!!! People needed to do that seasons ago! :]] I loved them doing what they needed in order to protect her! So very Damon of them! :]] Kind of hate that we didn’t see Matt to know if he even survived Martyr Elena dying for him. I really hope he’s alive still. Glad that Alaric is finally free of his alter, and is still going to be there for Jeremy! :]]

Caroline: She wasn’t really there much. I need to rewatch the episode again, but was that Klaus in Tyler, who kissed her in that last scene… because… I think i’m going to count it! :]] First Klaroline Kiss!!! (Sorta) :]] Super excited that my ship still has the potential to carry on!!! :]]

Council: Lets just say I don’t like that we don’t know what exactly they know!!! :// Plus hey at least now that originals can overpower them, its not like they can kill them! :]]

Okay let’s get down to it! The triangle… it was at its end for .57 seconds and then Julie took as all for a loop! :]] I love that the reason Elena chose Stefan was because she met him first and now as a vampire all previous compelling will wear off and she’s going to realize that she actually made and liked Damon first, and that he told her she actually wanted the kind of love she told Matt she has for Damon PLUS she’ll remember when he told her he loved her! It’s going to be awesome!!! :]]

If this didn’t confirm all the reasons I feel like she should choose Damon! He loves her enough to let her hate him if it means she’s alive. I know a lot of people have been having trouble with understanding the difference between them and that is just it. Stefan lets her do whatever the hell she wants even if it means she could die, and Damon loves her too much to let that happen. Do you really think that Damon would have let her tell him to take Matt? No, way. That is the difference. Stefan doesn’t love her enough for me if he was willing to let her die. (Considering he didn’t know she had vampire blood in her system!)

I can’t wait for the impact all of this is going to have on everyone! I mean! Omg! Next season!!! :]]

Is Rebekah finally going to get to attend a school dance? Is she going to get to fall for the jock and actually LIVE for the first time in centuries?

Will Elijah stay for a bit and let me enjoy his beautiful face?

Will Bonnie become a character I no longer hate. Is it possible?

Am I going to get the benefit of a Klaus/Caroline/Tyler triangle? Because it’ll be totally awesome!!??

Will Jeremy get a love interest?

Can Matt and Rebekah just do it already!

and How will Elena handle not only being a vampire but also the truth of all her feelings??? OMG Please dont tell me that martyr Elena is about to get multiplied!!! I only just thought of that… I’m prepared to continue hating Elena… bracing myself now!!! 

Gosh… I know this whole thing is completely disorganized… but so are my feelings after this season finale! I think I may be inspired to write a fanfiction after this!!!

I was supposed to write this two days ago… and as it is now hours before the premiere I figured I’d toss out a short blurb to at least get my thoughts on what I felt before the first episode.

First I have to shout, I SURVIVED THE HIATUS!

It was surprisingly easier to survive than I thought it would be. Although I must say I was busier this summer, and I did have some good shows to hold me over in the mean time, so it wasn’t horrible at all. For which I’m thankful! I also have to give props to my “forwood” “delena” and “katherine pierce” tags on tumblr though, because spending time in there gave me something to old on to as I waited.

In anticipation of this new season if I was going to list off the top of my head right now with out editing the list the things that I am most excited about they would be as follows:

Forwood (should be at the top of everyone’s list!)
Jeremy’s new power! (please let me have my jenna back)
Katherine anything! (favorite character)
Delena (obviously)

I dont know when but as much as Delena was at the top of my list competing with Forwood, somewhere over the summer my excitement dropped. (It’s still on the list though and that’s all that matters.)

I have no idea what to expect from tonight’s episode. I have pretty much been avoiding spoilers and trailers since the first initial one hit the web a few weeks back! I cant wait to settle into my sofa in about three hours! :]]