I started the episode off asking it to be kind to me, to let me finish it without feeling like waiting until next June was going to be torture… That was to much for me to ask of course because every episode this season left you with an “OH MY GOSH WHAT THE FUCK!” but in the case of those episodes you knew you’d only have to wait 7 days not over 7 months!

For now I’m going to consider this to be part one of two posts, because i’m writing this what I like to refer to as raw, while I’m still in the initial shock off the episodes and I’m writing from the top of my head. Tomorrow or in a few days from now I will watch the episode again and take notes on my thoughts to share, but for now lets just jump into it.

First I was feeling like the episode was going a little fast in the beginning, like they were rushing through story lines so fast that I wished they’d have had a two hour finale so it didn’t feel that way. This thought didn’t change overall but in the end I was so shocked by what was happening that I forgot I felt that way for a bit.

SPOILERS FROM HERE ON

My heart is still broken about Pam! I think Eric should have fixed that relationship before the season ended, but then again it’ll make for some great fanfictions!!! At least he wasn’t willing to risk her life for his or Bills and I think that says something!

I felt like Marnie coming back was a convenient way to get rid of Jesus, who’s character I was bored with but who I didn’t necessarily want to die. So i’m up in the air about this, mostly just upset with how this is making Lafayette feel! 

I like the relationship between Jessica and Jason! I love that he was honest to Hoyt even if Hoyt was hurt by it. Her being able to tell him the real reason she was leaving and him just accepting it once he realized it wasn’t about him. I love it! Their relationship is just so easy!

Every time someone was alone on the screen even for a second I was sure something horrible was going to happen.

I yelled out RUSSEL EDGINGTON the second that Alcide realized that guy had been glamored!

I freaked out like crazy when Steve showed up! (I was sure it was Hoyt with a gun!) Then he turned out to be a vamp and I freaked out more! Luckily this is just a matter of Jason not inviting him in!

I was waiting the whole episode for another fairy to show up!

I CANNOT BELIEVE TARA IS DEAD!!!

I don’t care much about Debbie.

(Going backward a bit, I agree with Alcide about sometimes listening to your head, even though I still want her to be with Eric. Who I also feel wasn’t given a real shot!!!)

I knew the guy who walked into Merlottes to see Terry was trouble. I just knew it. (Although I love the actor on Grey’s Anatomy!)

I can’t believe Sookie walked away from but of them for now. (I say for now because who are we kidding! She’s still likely to end up with one of them!!!)

I can’t believe Nan is dead! I wonder who the new Nan will be! I also wonder if Eric had something to do with Russel being dug up… AHHH! This shit was crazy!

I’m sure I’ve missed a ton!!! But that’s my initial reactions!

I must say that despite the shock factor of this finale. I feel like I’ll be able to wait it out! This week starts my Fall TV and I don’t feel like I’ll go crazy! Besides as far as my HBO shoes go! I still have Shameless and Game of Thrones to look forward to before True Blood returns!!! :]]